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A surprise

Posted by Ivar at 8:31 PM
Tuesday, March 3rd in the 9th year of the King's reign
Fina, Ivar, pregnancy

F ina had a ripe good laugh at my concern.

“No, not that,” she said. She closed her eyes and almost fell out of the tub from laughter. “Ah, but the look on your face!”

I looked again at her belly, and she said, “It hasn’t even been long enough to tell. And besides, I’ve taken precautions.”

The idea of fathering a child has nagged at me for a while, but I’m very good at ignoring bothersome thoughts. I suppose pregnancy is the woman’s responsibility, so I cannot blame myself too much.

Then she said, “The real surprise is that Sorley relieved Kean, and you are to be elevated from apprentice. Go to my cousin. Kean’s duties and rank are yours to claim.”

Homecoming

Posted by Ivar at 3:29 PM
Tuesday, March 3rd in the 9th year of the King's reign
Fina, Ivar, pregnancy

H ome is a welcome sight after any trip, and the sight of the castle cheered me. Highest in my thoughts was Fina, but it would be good to see Breck and Kean again as well.

I found Fina in the library. She sat reading, Mauserk’s historic accounts stacked beside her. The creak of the door betrayed me, and she roused.

I drew her into my arms, and she melted under my kisses. I kissed her neck, felt the soft curve of her hip with my hand. I said, “I missed you,” and she replied, “And I, you.”

Of course, I am exaggerating slightly. Even though I know how she feels, I am still made awkward by worry that a misstep will change her mind. But my description is not far off.

Then she said, “But, ahh, ” and she held her nose. “The road has put a fine stink on you.”

She invited me to her room for a bath. “I will have Nora draw it. Wait for her to leave, and then come.”

As we bathed together, she washed and the soapy water slicked her. I kissed her belly, and she slid her hands through my hair. She said, “I have a surprise for you.”

I said, “Tell me,” between kisses. Then, a worry seized me. I pulled back, touched her belly, and then met her eyes.